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Glad Påsk!

22 Mar

(Happy Easter!)

So, the relief from overwork was temporary. I enjoyed the respite, and return to workaholism with some new coping tools (most notably Gail, my administrative assistant). So the blog posts may be a bit sporadic again, until I hire another sysadmin.

I’m still knitting, though. I think the fiber drought was more depression than busy-ness: my zest for knitting/spinning/weaving – and living! – has returned. I’m back to multiple projects, I’ve completed two cardigans in the last eight weeks, and a third is growing.

img_0940.JPGThe Kauni yarn is shetland-like: fine gauge, slightly scratchy. Watching the colors is fun, but makes me anxious – did I start in the right place? Are they coming out right? I started by combining complementary colors – yellow/purple, red/green, blue/orange – so everything looks a bit dull to me, almost brownish. Then I pulled out part of a section of purple, so the combinations are changing to triadic: orange/purple, blue/yellow, green/ orange, etc. I don’t know what this will do. I have only a dim understanding of color theory. But looking at Kauni’s on Ravelry, I can see that either a) the starting point makes a huge difference, or b) the dye lots are vastly different. I think it’s more a) than b).

Anyway. Two more pattern repeats, then I start the sleeve steeks. I’m trying to imagine knitting steeked sleeves, too, picked up and knit from the top down, both at the same time. Would it be possible? The idea of making the sleeves identical pleases me. I could knit them together, but not picked up from the body of the sweater, then sew them in (a la the Snowflake cardigan). I don’t know yet what I’ll do.

 
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Tuesday morning

22 Jan

I’m not alone, it seems, in my awful mood: It’s going around. Not just depression, but anger and frustration. Ugly stuff, and I hate myself for it (yeah, that helps …) but there it is.

Half a sock on the needles, toe-up, Cable-and-Lace pattern. Did I mention these before? I don’t like short row heels, so I reworked the pattern for a reverse flap heel. Came out OK, but now I’m not loving the lace. I think I’ll frog it and start again, top-down, and just make up my own cables and lace pattern.

Work is changing again. I’ve given up the 5 am order processing, one of the guys comes in to do it now. I’ve hired an assistant to help with paperwork, etc., which makes me feel really weird – do I really need a secretary? But she’s great, and I think it’ll work out wonderfully.

Still, change is hard. So many changes in the last four months, I can hardly catch my breath. Here’s hoping the next few months bring us back to normality.

 
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